關山慈濟醫院志工-溫暖又友善的醫院

    到關山的那一天就可以感受到鄉下的環境，附近都是田地，風景十分美好，讓我懷疑這一次是來度假還是來志工實習啊？到了關山醫院遇到了坤風大哥，他幫我介紹醫院的環境，和玉里慈院比起來，關山醫院更加的小而美，醫院附近就是田地，建立在台九線上的醫院讓很多車禍的病患很快就可以得到初步的治療。第一天的早上我有機會和公衛室的護士以及家醫科的黃醫師去居家關懷。這一次我們去了一家老人院，在裡面看到很多中重病的老人，每一個人幾乎都有用鼻胃管來飲食，看到這種畫面真的很心疼，因為每次要換鼻胃管的時候都會很不舒服。在這裡我體會到可以長命不見得是一個好事，要活的健康才是算有福。

   回到醫院時遇到了王金龍大哥，他是一位放射科技術員，他和我分享了很多關於關山醫院和原住民的故事，從他的分享可以讓我更了解了關山醫院，真的很感謝有那麼熱情又善良的人願意和我分享。下午的時候有機會和黃醫師跟門診，從這裡我學到了如何和病人溝通，我們不只是針對病人的病情而已，而是更要宣導正確的生活習慣，這樣才可以解決病人的病苦。老實說我本人覺得黃醫師不是很愛講話的人，會覺得他是個冷漠的人，我覺得這一點有一點可惜，如果可以多關心和了解病人應該效果會比較佳。

    在志工實習的這一週因為晚上都沒有什麼事情，所以我選擇留下來在急真幫忙。印象最深刻的是星期一的晚上，那一天的值班醫師是潘院長，在這裡的值班醫師是24小時的，當天晚上的急診不知道為什麼很多人來報到，在忙碌的過程中院長還會去關心病，真的是不簡單，院長說；「急診病患來到這裡一定是有逼不得已的事情發生才會來，所以除了對於他們的健康處理，之外他們的心情也需要被安撫的。」，從急診志工我可以更了解當緊急狀況發生時我們要如何去面對病人。急診的護理人員常常被病人覺得不夠快，可是事實上急診是按照病情的嚴重度來分優先順序，而不是於近來時間來做順序。有一天晚上急診來了一位酒鬼，看到這樣的人心理會OS說「又是一位浪費醫療資源的人。」，可是就像林醫師說過的我們沒有拒絕的權利。我覺得這裡的護理人員很有智慧，他會故意用比較粗的針頭去大點滴，這樣的話可以提醒病人以後不要因為喝酒來就院，要懂得疼惜自己的身體，發揮父母親給你的身體，這樣也是孝順的ㄧ種。

    在關山我覺得最特別的是，在這裡會有一個星期兩次的巡迴醫療，就是很像義診一樣，服務的地方是海端鄉的民眾，因為哪裡是山上所以交通非常的不方便，很多民眾因為每有交通所以無法下山來醫院就醫。有了巡迴醫療可以帶來給當地的民眾健康和關愛，我覺得這個是非常棒。在巡迴醫療的過程中我觀察到山上的民眾非常的熱情，也懂得感恩，他們要求的不多只要有就好了，在這樣的生活環境下慾望也少了不少。這樣的生活真的很單純，和市區的民眾比起來真的差太多了，在新聞媒體上我們常常聽到很多民眾對於很多的服務設備而感到不滿，真的是有時候感覺到他們不懂得感恩，我自己也有時候會這樣，所以之後要好好的反省自己，要懂得感恩我們已經有的。和山上的民眾互動真的很不錯，他們會很歡迎也會把你像家人一樣對待，這樣的生活環境真的是非常的佳。在巡迴醫療或者是急診都是有同樣的問題，就是人力不足的問題，很少醫生願意來到鄉下服務，可是最需要醫療資源的就是鄉下，有時候會看到重大疾病的病人來急診因為沒有人力可以支援只好把病人轉到別家醫院，有時候在轉院的過程重情況變不好而導致死亡，這樣的話寶貴的生命也無法搶救下來。看到這樣的情況，讓像要成為一位外科醫師的我發願將來我有能力的時候一定要回到這地方，來服務這些民眾，因為從他們身上我學到不少了人與人之間的互動，也可以體會到單純生活的美。

    我真的很感恩可以有這樣的機會來帶關山醫院，讓我可以體會到在鄉下的醫療服務以及民眾的溫情，從這一次的醫院志工讓我成長了許多，我相信將來當醫生的時候一定還會再回來，感恩。

玉里慈濟醫院志工-溫馨充滿人情味的醫院

   這一次真的很感恩有這個機會可以在玉里慈濟醫院當志工。第一天下火車的時候就感覺到了玉里的熱情，邊走邊看附近的環境就發現了玉里是一個溫馨寧靜的鄉下。到了醫院由又仁大哥幫我介紹醫院的環境，不到一個小時就可以吧7層樓的醫院走完。玉里慈濟醫院讓我感覺到他是一個小而美的一家醫院，當地的師姑師伯也非常的善良，更佳的是讓我感覺到同仁之間的感情也非常的好。

    當志工的時候最主要的是在急診幫忙推病人去照X光，或者幫忙送檢體到檢驗科。在當志工的過程中，又是後會和病人聊天，學系去關心病人以及家屬，我覺得這件事不是很容易，因為我得要想辦法去關心但不要太過度的關心，如果我是病人的話我也不想要在病苦的時候和陌生人講很多話，所以當我關懷病人的時候我也不敢講太多，除非病患很願意和我聊天，不然我就會適度的關心就好，然後讓病人好好的休息。

    有一天我有機會和李森佳醫師去做衛生教育。到了現場的時候，看到有幾位老菩薩在活動中心裡面等待，因為觀眾大部分是老人家，所以李醫師用台語講解，那天帶來的主題是三高以及腎臟病。我覺得李醫師很厲害，他可以用台語以及簡單方法把重要的訊息帶給民眾，李醫師說；「我們做衛教就是要用簡單的方式把觀念帶給民眾，讓他們可以在日常生活上落實，醫學上的機制盡量把他簡單化，這樣才可以讓民眾很容易了解和吸收。」

    在這幾天做醫院志工可以發現到玉里真的是一個充滿人情味的一個地方，大家都很像一家人一樣，不管是民眾或者是醫護人員，都是非常的情切。有一天我遇到林醫師，他是一位骨科醫師，和他聊天的時候，他有提到說；「你一定要記得當時你選擇行醫這一條路的初衷，這樣才會給你力量堅持下去，不要成為一個賺錢的醫師。」，這一句話讓我想到當時我為什麼選擇要當醫生。另外，那天有一位急診病患，他是常常因為酒醉來醫院報到，林醫師說；「在這一行我們沒有拒接的權利，雖然病患是一個懶人，我們也得治療他，所以要顧好自己的心。」，林醫師讓更了解在行醫的路上如何去面對事實，當事實跟你的理想不同的時候要懂得去想背後支持你的力量。

    實習的第三天我有機會和院長談天，張院長和我分享身心靈照顧的意義，也就是慈濟人文醫療的意思。從院長的分享我了解了，原來醫療這一塊不只是要照顧病人的身和心，最重要的是要照顧到他的靈，要讓病人可以在健康的身和心之下去照顧更多需要幫助的人，把本來手心向上的病人轉換成手心向下的助人。

    在玉里實習的最後一天，院長和我結緣兩本書：「台九線上的愛」及「關鍵時刻」，目前我在看第二本，裡面寫說關於急診室的事情，以及緊急醫療的相關知識，真的很不錯的一本書。在玉里慈濟醫院也不少因為車禍而到急診報到的病人，因為花蓮和台東中間只有玉里和關山慈濟醫院來照顧，說一玉里扮演了很重要的初步處理的角色，讓病患可以在穩定的情況下轉院做更進一步的治療。我個人覺得玉里慈濟醫院是一家充滿挑戰性的醫院很適合讓年輕人去學習，可是很可惜的是很少醫師願意到玉里這個溫馨的鄉下，我給自己目標，將來一定要再回來這裡。

    在玉里的志工實習讓我體驗到在鄉下的醫療環境，和市區的醫療環境比起來真的是單純很多，不管在人與人只見的關係，或者民眾和醫護人員的關係都很像一家人一樣親，真的非常的感動也非常的羨慕可以在怎麼好的環境下服務人群。真的很感恩有這個機會讓我這個菜鳥在玉里更了解將來自己行醫的目標。

First Mistake

Today I got the job to remove our silent mentor's heart and trace the vessels on it.

Still remember how exciting I am when I got this job, this is my first time to see the real human heart!!
First I started to cut of the pericardium, I saw the heart and cut the SVC, ascending aorta, pulmonary trunk, etc. to detach the heart from the mediastinum. After that, I start to trace the coronary arteries and their branches, also the cardiac vein. I start on the right coronary artery which start at the opening on the right aortic sinus. When I want to trace it, I use probe to locate the position, but unfortunately when I push in my probe, I saw a hole!! I broke it!!! arghhh...!this is the first time in the lab for me to cut such big artery! what a horrible mistake, plus when I trace the other branches I also broke the veins!It's really thin!

That day I feel really sorry to my team and my silent mentor for such stupid mistake,  but what I learned was how to control your emotion and keep on the work and finish it!

Thankz to my teachers and friends who has taught me a lot, I will become better, and I believe that I will success in the next lab course!

First Scapel

I have seen a lot of surgery in free medical clinic activity held by Tzu Chi since I was senior high. every time I saw a doctor with a scalpel and start to operate on the patient, I really hope that one day I also can become a doctor and grip the scalpel and start to operate on patient to relieve their sickness.
Three weeks ago when I had my first day of Gross anatomy lab. course, I entered the laboratory and stand beside our Silent mentor and start to pray; "teacher Lee, thanks for your sacrifice and your love to teach us about human anatomy, I will learn with my heart and I won't let you disappoint. please teach us and bring us to learn about the human mystery. thank you". After the prayer ended, we go to the preparation desk to get the blade from our teachers, then we start to equip the scalpel with the blade.

When I want to start my first blade, my heart start to race, this is my first time in my life to dissect on a person to learn about human architecture which I've waited for a long time!! well maybe it sounds crazy but the spirit to learn about human structure really pushing my mind!! That day also my first time to see muscle, vessels, nerve, etc. I think this is one of wonderful experiences in my life!

We did the lab for four hours, it sounds tiring but not for me, because I enjoyed every second, every minute in the lab and try to seize the chance to learn. this is the beginning of my third medical year, which I've waited since I enter the medical school. I really enjoy it and start to love it, although the courses are heavier than first and second year. I really grateful to have a chance to learn medical school at TCU, this university has a caring and great professors and teachers who teach me about the art of life!

It just the beginning of the journey, still have a long way to go, I believe that I will find and learn a lot of things in this journey! This journey will become one of my best memories in my life!

once again, thank you silent mentor, you teach us with your body in spite of your voice, you teach us with your life experience, your spirit will motivate us and we will learn a lot from you, we will go ahead and become a caring and patient doctor to serve more human being, thank you.

An unbelievable day!!XD

Date: 2009/12/05 (Saturday)

        This morning I woke up early, about 8 in the morning, then I went for a breakfast at Shi Min Xiao Zhan. Today ISC will have fall trip to Farglory Ocean Park^^. We met infront of the sport club and go by bus. It's about 40 minutes from our campus to go there by bus.
       After we arrived there, we directly go to the main gate and buy the ticket, and go inside, then start to explore the Ocean Park! before we play separately we took a pict.

           We played a lot of games and also see many show, which is fantastic and really nice!XD and the most cute things are the dolphins!! they are so cute and clever! they can understand what the trainer said and also can do some simple math!!XD, what I really want is, I hope that some day I will have opportunities to swim with dolphin and ride on them!^^

                 

Beside the dolphin show, we also saw the sea lion show, they also very cute, and the most interesting is, the sea lion can  make expression that human do!

          After finished playing all the games, actually the park is not really big, so we can play all the games and watch all the show in a day, we meet at the main gate and move to restaurant where we have dinner. Latter, we went back to school and say good bye!

          When I back to dorm, there is one news shock me! my friend, from the room next door ask us to go to Luo Dong night market, then go for a night sing, then go to have spa at Jiao Xi in the morning!! Really crazy.. but I think it will be great, so I said OK, then start to ask other friends, totally we have 9 people to go together!! we go to rail station and go by train at 10 pm to Luo Dong, the things that make me happy is; this time i have a chance to go by Taroko,  I never go on it! Really fast and clean!!

         We arrived at the Luo Dong about 11pm then go to night market and eat some food, take pictures, play games, etc. We go until 1.30 am before we go to "Holiday" to have night sing!

 Bellow are some picts that we took while we go walk for night market

And because we are MED's student, so we also form a MED:

Then we move to "Holiday" to sing until 5.30 in the morning, and go by train to Jiao Xi, to have spa, it was great because the weather is so cold that morning, and we have a hot water spa, and also many games and different kinds of pool there!^^

After finished having spa, we get ready to go back to Hualien, everybody really tired and while waiting for the train, most of us get some sleep at the station

Then, finally our train comes and we go back to Hualian!^^

See my face?? really tired...

But it was a Happy day!! Really Unbelievable, play three place in one day!!XD and it's not planned before!!^^ Really fun! next time, after the exam, I hope can go to other place^^

             

I Love Indonesia^^

Seeing many many friends from Indonesia come to Taiwan to join the training makes me so happy, I really missed them. When I met them all of us happy together, we chat a lot, and share many things!!^^

Today, I go to YouTube and see some commercial, and I saw new Garuda Indonesia commercial, with their new aircraft Airbus A330-200! They've changed the tail logo of the aircraft, and they put In Flight Entertainment, and more facilities than the old one. I really hope can have a chance and flight with it!^^ here is Garuda Indonesia theme song: "My Pride"



I will stand by you for country and for home!!

In Bahasa Indonesia is " Kebanggaanku"


melayang tinggi, menjelajah segala benua

mengibarkan sang saka, menebar citra bangsa
ke seluruh dunia terbanglah

Garuda Indonesia
kebanggaan bersama yang selalu kita bela

Garuda Indonesia
akan kujaga demi nusa bangsa

selalu kujaga kesetiaan kepercayaan
dari para sahabat Garuda Indonesia
senantiasa bersama

Garuda Indonesia
kebanggaan bersama yang selalu kita bela

Garuda Indonesia
akan kujaga demi nusa bangsa

Garuda Indonesia
akan kujaga demi nusa bangsa

akan kujaga demi nusa bangsa

I really proud of it, here is the newest TVC of Garuda Indonesia



Indonesia is growing, and I hope that Indonesia can go forward more, and I promise that I will go back and
together to make Indonesia better.
I love Indonesia, Indonesian people have a nice and friendly attitude which make you feel as one family
Indonesia is a country with many diversity, but all of us are one in diversity.

I really missed my lovely country Indonesia,
All Indonesian people who living, studying, or working abroad,
let's do something together to make a better Indonesia.

Really thank's God that I can be born in Indonesia, and I proud to become Indonesian.
There is no second place better than Indonesia.

Indonesia the only place that I call home.

Aku cinta Indonesia!^^

Tzu Chi University 15th Anniversary

Date: 10/23/09

Location: Hualien Tzu Chi University- Taiwan

Weather: Sunny then Cloudy

Hahaha, it has been a long time ago since my second post in my blog!wakakaka

but today, i have something that i want to remember and share..

because this things will be very rare in my campus life!

and the thing is......

My campus, TCU, 15th anniversary!!!(Happy Birthday!!!)

three days before the anniversary the weather forecast was reporting that will be rain because of typhoon on Friday. School is planning to have a sport competition to celebrate the 15th anniversary on that day, so we just hopping that the rain will not come on that day!!

today, when i open my eyes in the morning, i saw a shinny light from the window, which mean the weather was sunny^^!

after arriving at the grass field of my campus, I joined the opening ceremony, every faculty enter the field discipline in two lines, first the headmaster had a speech about the anniversary of our campus and thanks to GOD for the clear day today.

After that, there were two students who represent all the competitor to have a swear that all of us will respect each other, compete sportively and will follow the rule, plus referee instruction.

when they sworn, we listen to the National anthem of Taiwan, this is my first time listening to national anthem of Taiwan, but there is no people singing, all people just hearing the music from the speaker...then i asked my friend for the lyric..

after all the opening ceremony finished, there was a Wu Shu show, it's really fantastic, one of my classmate, Tang Yi, was performing the show!they are so well organized! everybody do the same action in the same time!!!!they also waving our campus flag and wu shu flag!!the most interesting is the uniform!, it designed with blue sky and white cloud theme, which is so Chinese, and my friend said it cost about NT$2500!!so cool(and expensive)!hahaha

Next, the competition was started, the first one is running competition and ball throwing!!this time i do not join any competition except the marathon competition, so i stand at the side of the running track and screaming to give a courage to my friends and other competitor!!it was so happy and interesting seeing the competition and scream until my throat sore!hahaha

Our junior, Med98, has a great running athlete, he can run very fast and got a lot of first place prize!!so amazing, he run like a wind!! when he come back, we threw him in the air!!!

after the man competition, it was the turn for woman competition, and Hwei yuen joined 800m running competition!!! She has training for it this week!!!Jia you!!!!
in this competition, Med98 got many rank, our class, Med97, and our senior, Med95, said that they are athlete class!!! Beside Med98, we also have PT98 as our junior, they are the new faculty in our campus this year, but they joined every competition!!Good Job! I saw that they are really compact and courage each other!!so brilliant!! I really hope that Med97 also can be like that!T T

Not long after the competition of 1600m relay, it was the time for group relay competition, which is represent each faculty!!they are 20 peoples relaying, with 100m for each! this time, i got the 4th turn. after the gun fired, the competition started and i was so panic, waiting the 3rd student to pass the stick, when i got the stick, I run as fast as I can, and I get over 2 competitor!!yessss!!!!^^, the result we got third place for this relay!!!!so happy!!^^

After the running competition finished, there was a interactive competition!! the game rules are: we must turn around with our forehead stick on the baseball stick for 8 rounds, then we must run to reach the basket and throw the ball into the basket!! There are many people got headache after turning around and run like a drunk people!! So funny!!wakakakaka...

At the middle of the competition, my friend, Yu Tai, perform the "Nobody" dance, when the music played, and at that time, many people look at him and get around him and give a big applause plus scream!!hahaha I wave the school flag behind him as a background!!hahaha

so funny!!^^, beside that, we also dance "Da Bao Zou" which is the theme song for this year freshman camp!so high!!!

o ya, in this competition I got my name called three times by the MC(our PE teacher!)so embarassing!!! btw, today i got a lot of fun and fell energized!!!XD

Teacher also have a young blood! Headmaster also join the competition!!^^

at the closing ceremony, Medical faculty get a lot of prize and we scream and jump every time the MC called our faculty!! at the end we see the birthday PPT in our class, it was so funny that some of that have a funny story inside the slide!!

at the end we all get exhausted and ready to fill our energy to face Biochem...!!!^^

Today is a wonderful day and happy day! I love it!!XD

well, see you again in the next post (I don't know when)!!hahaha